Thank you Runehq team for being there for me when I was a child.
I had a turbulent childhood, the best way I can describe it is lonely and troubled. My parents were neglectful and they didn't care what happened to me or what I did just as long as I caused no trouble or made their life harder.
When I think back, I remember times when I'd try to distract myself on the way home in the bus, trying my best to ignore the throbbing from the bullying I had endured that day. I'd think about what I'd need to do on RuneScape, and which quests I should get done.
I'd get home, quickly go through RuneHq and pick a quest guide to open; sometimes even multiple windows. I'd scroll immediately down to rewards and then I'd nod in acknowledgement. I'd do my chores quickly and run back to the computer and start up RuneScape in a small window. Arranging the windows to fit my small bulky computer screen.
In those small moments of effortless focus, methodically following the steps, carefully reading the guide, I'd be somewhere else.
I wouldn't be that sad kid who could couldn't fit in. I wouldn't be that kid who couldn't talk to his parents about his issues.
I wouldn't be that kid with a different skin colour than everyone else.
I wouldn't be that kid who had so much emotion that he didn't understand whirling inside him.
I was just that kid who lived in this new world and I could be someone else for a moment in time.
Thank you RuneHq team for allowing me to disappear for a while. Thank you for helping me hold on.